"Tafsir Diri"

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Kemalasan mnguasai diri tuk men'post' entry sejak 2months ago??

Perghh..ape nk jadi ni?dah lama xbukak blog sendri..haha..nmpak sgt malas tahap dewa..

Tapi..

ak still tetap setia menulis diari di buku kesayangn ak kat umh(everytime balik kg la..)

ok done for the introduction..

Setahun dah berlalu, sekarang ak da sem3..xsangka begitu cepat, pejam celik pejam celik dah setahun, experiment still on going, masih lg mngumpul data..mncari subject study..haha

Ak hnya ade msa smpai Dec2012 ni je tuk siapkn sume2 kije lab, then bulan Jan2013 taun depan, wajib ak writing thesis..If not, berangan la nk abskn Msc lam masa 2taun..huhu..so, bile abs lambat, maknanye ak kena 3taun la spend tuk wat Msc ni n itu adalah xbest..sbb ape xbest?

1. Duit elaun da makin kurang kpd half.(itupon if ak still dpt)

2. Starting kije lambat la cik kak(mostly member sebatch ngn ak da start kije da)

3. We da nk start bising bile la ak nk abs blaja

4. Xsanggup da nk mngadap Sv ak(leh x one of d reason, tp plg xkukuh la..hehe)

5. Nnti lambat la ak leh nikah('demm', haha..one of d most important reason??)

So, konklusi of d story, kena abiskn by hook or by crook 1 year lg..if not, forget laaa..(mybe need to letak punishment kot..ermm..)

but still tu jamu mata sekalian readers, ak letak gambo post raye(oh lupe, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin if terkasar posting..hehe)

dr atas ; We, Me n K.long, A.ise,Kak n Me
tgh; Paksu's family, Mek
bwh; Mak, Khazim, Khalil(new family member)

me n him
rumah terbuka Dedey

kepoyoan..erkk..

person lov most (my beloved father)

my 9month preg lovely sis with bro in law..

most rapat cousin (ank paksu)

 

Assalamualaikum wbt..

berhari2 entry ni lam ruangan edit, bilakah mau siap utk di post ni??aishh..Nis, rajinkn dirimu!!..hoho

setelah kisah sedih berlalu, pelangi memancarkn sinarnye..perghhh..sastera kah??

well, tersebutlah kisah seorg gadis ngah memujuk jejaka tersebut utk di bwa berjumpe ngn keluarganye..

setelah sbulan tempoh pujukan n sedikit bodekan, akhirnye jejaka tersebut telah membuat keputusan utk mnyetujui perancangan gadis tersebut..

TETAPI..

mlm sebelum gadis itu membeli tiket, dia telah mnyerahkn kpda jejaka tersebut utk membuat keputusan yg sebenar-benarnye kerana dia bukanlah seorg yg suka memaksa..dan dia juga telah redha sekiranya jejaka tersebut menolak planningnya..

BUT..

at last, jejaka tersebut setuju!!yeay!!ikut balik klate..hehe

then, cerita di rumah gadis tersebut??

perghh, too many story to tell, well for d summary je la k..nk lebih2 find my handwritten diary maybe..keh3

comments from gadis punyer family:-

1. We (which is d father) - most important person to tackle..but d personality of We is very protective, not too open minded(means to accept outsider)..so, of course he needs time..but from my sibling's point of view, jejaka tersebut dikira acceptable la by We..so, 3*** for u my dear..haha
2. kak (sibling) - she said ok la..sbb dia pandai bwak diri kat tempat org n dia pandai borak..but pa pe pon, awk yg nk kat dia, so ape pon plihan awk, kak sokong je..itu la kata2nye..hoho
3. kak long (sibling) - he's very good..k.long leh kamceng ngn dia..perghhh, a very green light from my sis..untunglaaaa..
4. mek jo (aunt) - well, "dia ok k dik ngn family kite??jd ke nk kawin ngn adik??" erkk??what??adakah dirinye patut risau atau diriku??terbalik la plak..haha..well, thumbs up for u en jejaka..well done in winning ati mak sdara sy yg plg rapat..hehe
5. mok su (aunt) - byk nau soklan si jejaka kena soal..mcm2..kalah pegawai penyiasat persendirian..nasib mu la whai jejaka oii..hehe..but des's something awk utang ngn mok su after kite ade ikatan, hope u r not forget k..=P, but well, u r just doing good, mok su pon da approve..=)

so, dats all dat i can share..mungkin lepas ni cerita si gadis k rumah si jejaka plak??ermmm..cant wait for dat(is it sarcastic??)..perghhh, nervous, butterfly in stomach..lalala~~

p/s: mekasih tuk awk sbb sudi dtg umh sy..very appreciate dat..=)

"Pemergian itu pasti"

Assalamualaikum wbt..its been a long time i didnt post any stories of mylife, so many things had happened n so many stories i wanna share..bad news n good news..

jam 500AM 26April2012, mama tercinta meninggalkn kami berlima sekeluarga..stage 4 of cancer, des's no other options, no other treatments dat the doctor 've to save her..there's nothing they can do..first time ak dengar y hospital not only mengubati pesakit but they also help pesakit from suffering till d patient die..like giving morphine??(some kind of medicine that help to release pain but ve' high impact such d patient will be in unconscious state)..

first time ak mngalami perasaan berada dlm situasi yg mana d death is so soon, pray to Allah that she died so that all d suffering will ending..its so hurt inside, went through d situation all over again..hospital, late night, crying, van jenazah, somebody dat was close to me, mandikn jenazah, ciuman terakhir seorg ank, tanam jenazah,and all dis thing happened again..but knowing dat its d only way of how d suffering will be ended, i'm grateful to Allah..

n knowing dat i can handle dis, i can go through this thing, i'm trying hard to keep on going..keep on building a strong heart..keep on believing des always reason, des always hikmah y its happen..

but i am grateful dat des someone always stand beside me n pray for me to b strong once again..

but sometimes ak terpkir adkah ak xlayak utk dpt kasih syg seorg ibu??tp ak cepat2 istighfar, setiap kejadian ade hikmahnya..jangn menentang qada' n qadar Allah..

cemburu bila kwan bercerita tentang ibu, how their mother treat them, cooked their fav food, hearing they stories about their crush, really make my tears rolling down..but its normal right??and i wish that my heart can stay strong, keep believing dats des always some treasure dat Allah had kept for me in spite of all this sad things happened..

i love my family..

Assalamualaikum n greetings..hi3..jrang skali post ak berkaitan ngn family..mostly sumenye mesti berkaitan ngn cintan cintun kn??aish, minah jiwang tul la ak ni (bley x ak nk salahkn minat ak suke bca novel since ak sek rendah??he3)..so, now kite kembali k topik asal, xtually ak nk cter sal family ak..for d first time kn??hi3

ak ade seorang ayah yg cerewet dlm bab mknan..hi3..dia xbape nk suka mknan yg ak msak sbb dia suke mknan yg susah nk msak spt gulai2, nasi2 special, n mcm2 lg masakan yg complicated utk dmasak..(sesungguhnye ak xkn cri lelaki y cerewet bab mknan sbb sy xbape nk pndai msak..sorry ye en suami sbb awk kena mkn msakan y simple j nnti..hi3)..tp he's d most my beloved family selain drp arwah mak ak..nk dijdkn kisahnye, bile usia kite smkin meningkat dewasa, smkin berfikiran matang, sikap org tua kite akn mnyebabkn kite berasa diorg berperangai mcm budak2..its like mcm kite ngah jga baby..adoi la..cute sgt ayh ak bile time tu..bleh gelak sorang2 ak dibuatnye..hi3..contoh kisahnye ialah, bila time ak melarang ayh ak minuman ade ais sbb dia ngah batuk time tu, tp dia degil still minum..then, esknye batuk dia mkin teruk..pastu ak suh la dia minum ais plak on dat day ngan niat nk perli, dia pon ngan selamber jwab jap lg la nk minum..cett bergurau la plak ayh ak tu..adoaiiii..puas den membebel but xpenah nk dgr ckap ak..ho3..tp kn, ayh ak ni jenis pendam sndri perasaan dia, dia xreti nk ckap dia syg kat ktrg, xreti nk luah..but he show it mcm tiap kali nk antar ak msuk universiti, mesti dia nk ikut, xkesahla time tu kena nek bas k, kena tumpang kete org len k..but he wants to send me by himself..cam tu jgaklah layanan dia tuk kak ak..pastu dia jenis sensitif, mudah sgt mengalirkn ari mata (one of d attitude i inherit from him..nasibla en suami, isteri awk ni mmg manje..hi3)..n seingt ak, tiap kali dia gaduh ngn arwah mak ak dolu, mesti dia akn ngalirkn air mata bukn mak ak..da terbalik da..arwah mak ak jenis tegar like my sis..hati kental..ho3..ak plak jenis sensitif, sekejap j da mngalir air mata belom lg masa ngah emo, lg laaa...ho3

conclusion of the story is, i really love my father..masa dolu2 sy akn anggap ayah tu annoying tiap kali gaduh but now when matured mind is thinking, feels like mkin hari mkin syg la plak..hi3..so, sygilah ibu bapa anda k..=)

second story is about my sis yg baru2 ni disahkn mengandung 2 bulan..yeay!!!i'm becoming aunt..euwww..mcm tua je aunt = makcik..so, my niece/nephew cannot call me makcik2 k..kol me CIKSU..ha3..cik ye..mgada2 kn??xpe la..yg penting name maintain muda..ha3..now d story is kak ak tu perubhan pregnant..upenye mmg teruk r perubhan emosi, xde la scary sgt cume xtersngka akn berubah lam sekelip mata cmtu..begini ceritanye(sorry kak, post ur story sat..he3..mintx kebenaran ni copyright), kak ak mengidam nk mkn roti canai di suatu pg nan indah, msa tu abg ipar ak ngah kije balik pg la..so, nk pesan la otw balik tu beli roti cnai but abg ipar ak tertido kat workstation bgn lam kul 11, mane nk ade roti cnai da time tu..pastu abg ipar ak kol kak ak, kata mcm xdpt beli roti cnai da, pastu kak ak kata xpe la..beli nasi je la utk lunch kn..bile dia balik tu dia bwak balik roti cnai panas, kak ak pon nangis, ak pon tnye la kak ak nape nangis..ingtkn sbb terharu dpt roti cnai upenye sbb xdpt mkn nasi la plak..dah expect dpt nasi but dpt roti cnai la plak..so, frust..hu3..tp dia nangis la kemudiannye sbb terharu abg ipar ak bwak balik roti cnai panas2, so terubat la frust dia tu..ha3..lawok2, sekelip mata leh berubah emosi..aduhaiii..diharap abg ipar ku bersabar melayani perangai kakakku..keh3..

so, moral of d story is, bile sang isteri ngah pregnant, akn berlaku perubahan hormon y amat drastik yg mane akn meng"effect" segala benda dlm bdan sang isteri termasuklah emosinye..so, diharap para2 suami dpt bersabar melayan kerenah isteri yg mngada2 tahap dewa time ngah pregnant..lebih2 lg kandungn y first..ho3