Assalamualaikum wbt..

berhari2 entry ni lam ruangan edit, bilakah mau siap utk di post ni??aishh..Nis, rajinkn dirimu!!..hoho

setelah kisah sedih berlalu, pelangi memancarkn sinarnye..perghhh..sastera kah??

well, tersebutlah kisah seorg gadis ngah memujuk jejaka tersebut utk di bwa berjumpe ngn keluarganye..

setelah sbulan tempoh pujukan n sedikit bodekan, akhirnye jejaka tersebut telah membuat keputusan utk mnyetujui perancangan gadis tersebut..

TETAPI..

mlm sebelum gadis itu membeli tiket, dia telah mnyerahkn kpda jejaka tersebut utk membuat keputusan yg sebenar-benarnye kerana dia bukanlah seorg yg suka memaksa..dan dia juga telah redha sekiranya jejaka tersebut menolak planningnya..

BUT..

at last, jejaka tersebut setuju!!yeay!!ikut balik klate..hehe

then, cerita di rumah gadis tersebut??

perghh, too many story to tell, well for d summary je la k..nk lebih2 find my handwritten diary maybe..keh3

comments from gadis punyer family:-

1. We (which is d father) - most important person to tackle..but d personality of We is very protective, not too open minded(means to accept outsider)..so, of course he needs time..but from my sibling's point of view, jejaka tersebut dikira acceptable la by We..so, 3*** for u my dear..haha
2. kak (sibling) - she said ok la..sbb dia pandai bwak diri kat tempat org n dia pandai borak..but pa pe pon, awk yg nk kat dia, so ape pon plihan awk, kak sokong je..itu la kata2nye..hoho
3. kak long (sibling) - he's very good..k.long leh kamceng ngn dia..perghhh, a very green light from my sis..untunglaaaa..
4. mek jo (aunt) - well, "dia ok k dik ngn family kite??jd ke nk kawin ngn adik??" erkk??what??adakah dirinye patut risau atau diriku??terbalik la plak..haha..well, thumbs up for u en jejaka..well done in winning ati mak sdara sy yg plg rapat..hehe
5. mok su (aunt) - byk nau soklan si jejaka kena soal..mcm2..kalah pegawai penyiasat persendirian..nasib mu la whai jejaka oii..hehe..but des's something awk utang ngn mok su after kite ade ikatan, hope u r not forget k..=P, but well, u r just doing good, mok su pon da approve..=)

so, dats all dat i can share..mungkin lepas ni cerita si gadis k rumah si jejaka plak??ermmm..cant wait for dat(is it sarcastic??)..perghhh, nervous, butterfly in stomach..lalala~~

p/s: mekasih tuk awk sbb sudi dtg umh sy..very appreciate dat..=)

"Pemergian itu pasti"

Assalamualaikum wbt..its been a long time i didnt post any stories of mylife, so many things had happened n so many stories i wanna share..bad news n good news..

jam 500AM 26April2012, mama tercinta meninggalkn kami berlima sekeluarga..stage 4 of cancer, des's no other options, no other treatments dat the doctor 've to save her..there's nothing they can do..first time ak dengar y hospital not only mengubati pesakit but they also help pesakit from suffering till d patient die..like giving morphine??(some kind of medicine that help to release pain but ve' high impact such d patient will be in unconscious state)..

first time ak mngalami perasaan berada dlm situasi yg mana d death is so soon, pray to Allah that she died so that all d suffering will ending..its so hurt inside, went through d situation all over again..hospital, late night, crying, van jenazah, somebody dat was close to me, mandikn jenazah, ciuman terakhir seorg ank, tanam jenazah,and all dis thing happened again..but knowing dat its d only way of how d suffering will be ended, i'm grateful to Allah..

n knowing dat i can handle dis, i can go through this thing, i'm trying hard to keep on going..keep on building a strong heart..keep on believing des always reason, des always hikmah y its happen..

but i am grateful dat des someone always stand beside me n pray for me to b strong once again..

but sometimes ak terpkir adkah ak xlayak utk dpt kasih syg seorg ibu??tp ak cepat2 istighfar, setiap kejadian ade hikmahnya..jangn menentang qada' n qadar Allah..

cemburu bila kwan bercerita tentang ibu, how their mother treat them, cooked their fav food, hearing they stories about their crush, really make my tears rolling down..but its normal right??and i wish that my heart can stay strong, keep believing dats des always some treasure dat Allah had kept for me in spite of all this sad things happened..